Diary Entry 5

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The shadow lead me here. Back to where my life ended. Back to where my life was saved. I finally realised who the shadow was, leading me back. It was you, wasn't it Katie?

I remember you, Katie. Nobody else does. I'm so sorry.

I'm so sorry

Like a swan on the lake.

You watched me from the shadows, didn't you?

Do you miss me? Do you hate me? Are you calling me or haunting me, Katie?

It doesn't matter. I know what you want.

You want me to go back

You want me to go back in there with you.

Yes, I hear you Katie.

I hear you

Thank you for waiting

I hear you

I hear you

I will wade waist-deep through the mud

I will swim into the ice cold waters

I will be pulled under again

But you won't pull me out this time

You won't die for me this time

And the nightmares will end

And I get to be with you again

Of course I'm not mad

Of course I remember you.

I missed you.

I still love you

It doesn't matter if I'm not who I was

Or if you aren't either

I came back